a lot of things have changed since my pervious post. I am in grad school. I have a new job.

Two of the feelings I feel most strongly is aggression and sadness. Life seems boring. I feel aggression from others and want to get them .

Part of this is because I feel low in the hirerachy in my workplace.


have to admit it, wish I had power and money.

and when I'm at work all I really want to is be alone and work. I have a colleague who is the opposite she always laughs.

Her laugher is a disturbance for me. I just want to get work done it gives me satisfactions.